2010: One Last Post

hi everyone....it's only a few minutes before 2011...and before 2010 ends..

i would just like to reminisce things that happened and sort out whether what's to keep or not to...

let's see...2010 ain't that bad...it was great! a major turnover from a series of events....

it change me, my life a lot....i've been struggling through this painful heartache caught in between whether to hold on or move on....and circumstances made me decide it's time to move on...

the hardest thing? accepting? i think i finally have...it brings hmm some sort of peace within my heart....although it's kind of though being single sometimes...but hey you know what's great about 2010???i met a bunch of friends that well literally change my perception of my college life...yeah right i should already be working around this time but i solemnly swear that i have no regrets in having to take one more(i hope) year at college...these bunch of friends just so fun to be with there all girls so it's kind of hard though...and with them all sweet, kind, caring and yeah pretty...i've fallen for each one of them..not the romantic fall though(i guess hahahaha)....i just love being with them ...and that's what definitely worth keeping for the next year......oh and i still can't believe i got to talk to this someone, i've been guilty stalking at...hahahaha...another one for keeps i hope...

2011???hmm what am i expecting from it????

NOTHING!!!!

unlike the past years???i have half of my life mapped out...i know what's supposed to happen...going to school being at this year level....that sort of thing...

but for this upcoming year???i ain't even sure i'll be graduating...i still have to find a practicum site, complete my charity hours..hahaha...demn....

anything and everything will be a surprise.......!!!!!!!

Happy End of The Year!!!!!!!!!!

God Bless......

hay....true???

Color Test - Results

Your Existing Situation "Craves change and new things, always looking for new adventures and activities. Becomes restless and frustrated when she has to wait to long for things to develop. her impatience leads to irritability and a desire to move on to the next project." Your Stress Sources "Delights in the finer things in life and things that appeal to the senses, but can be critical. Is careful and cautious and must believe she is not being manipulated or tricked. Keeps her emotions in check and is always analyzing her relationships in order to know exactly where she stands at all times. Demands complete honesty as a protection against her naturally trusting nature." Your Restrained Characteristics Giving more than she is getting back and feels misunderstood and unappreciated. Feels she is being forced into compromising and even her close relationships leave her feeling emotional distant. Giving more than she is getting back and feels misunderstood and unappreciated. Feels she is being forced into compromising and even her close relationships leave her feeling emotional distant. "Seeking to broaden her horizons and believes her hopes and dreams are realistic. Worries she may not be able to do the things she wants and needs to escape to a peaceful, quiet environment in order to restore her confidence." Feels as if too many walls and obstacles are standing in her way and that she is being forced to make compromises. she needs to put her own needs on hold for the time being. Your Desired Objective "Not a team player and is unwilling to be involved in most activities. In the past she was over involved and now emotionally drained. Due to her fear of over involvement, she now chooses to remain uninvolved with the activities around her. " Your Actual Problem "Finds herself too trusting and needs protection from this because she feels people will take advantage or misunderstand her. she hides her true feelings by being highly critical and distant, unwilling to participate unless she knows the intent is honest."

Train - Shake Up Christmas

few more hours it's Christmas time...

Shake up Christmas by Train

Ho Ho Ho
Shake up the Happiness
Wake up the Happiness
Shake up the happiness
Its Christmas time

Theres a story that I was told
and I wanna tell the world before I get too old
I dont remember it,
so lets december it and reassemble it
oh yea...
once upon a time in a town like this
a little girl made a great big wish
to fill the world with happiness and
be on Santa's magic list

[Chorus1]
Shake it up
shake up the happiness
wake it up
wake up the happiness
come on y'all
Its Christmas time

Repeat Chorus 1

Ho Ho Hoaaoh
Ho Ho Hoaaoh
Its Christmastime

At the same time miles away
a little boy made a wish that day
that the world would be okay
if santa claus would hear him say

i got dreams and i got love
and my feet on the ground and
a family above me
can ya send some happiness
and my best to the people of the east and the west and
maybe once in a while you'll
give my grandma a reason to smile
tis the season to smile
its cold but we'll be freezin in style

let me meet a girl one day
who wants to spread some love this way

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/shake-up-christmas-lyrics-train.html ]

we can let our souls run free
and shaking up some happiness

[Chorus2]
we'll shake it up
shake up the happiness
wake it up
wake up the happiness
come on y'all
its Christmas time

repeat chorus2

I know your out there
i hear your reindeer
i see the snow where
your boots have been
im gonna show them
someday we'll know then
love will grow
and belive again

repeat chorus 1 twice

Ho Ho Hoaaoh
Ho Ho Hoaaoh
Its Christmas time

Ho Ho Hoaaoh
Ho Ho Hoaaoh

[ho ho hoaahh] Shake it up
Shake up the happiness [ho ho hoaaoh]
Wake it up
Wake up the happiness [ho ho hoaaoh]
come on y'all
its christmas time

repeat ^

ho ho hoaaoh
ho ho hoaaoh
ho ho hoaaoh
its christmas time