Who? What? When? Where? Why? hay..............

...i could not understand anything i'm feeling since yesterday.... everything's chaotic...i don't know what i should be feeling....it might seem that a lot has been going on..is there??
just a month ago i found out that she got pregnant.. and i didnt give much of a reaction..like it was something i knew was coming....yesterday i went to visit her..and was told that she'd be giving birth tomorrow..(why does it seem like i'm affected with what's going on with her life.)the moment i saw her...everything was on flashback...anyway...tomorrow's gonna happen...and it's already agreed upon that i'll be visiting her by night...
...another thing...i can't pull myself away from the gang anymore(i know that doesn't sound good-i just have a hard time constructing ideas-do hope you understand what i'm trying to say)..i'm not saying it's a bad thing but usually i'm not really attached to a group...just doing things on my own...not really having much care at the world...they just make me feel so blessed....that i couldn't bear to leave even if i have other appointments..(i guess i do have attachment issues)....they're pretty much a big part of my life...it's just i guess i never thought i'd be part of something when i reached college..my mindset was to just finish it(no attachments of any sort included-superfriends, organizations, lovelife etc.)...i could not stand not to see them...i'd rather sleep until tuesday or friday comes....
i don't know what to feel or how to react anymore.....it's december in a few minutes....
i really do wonder what this month's gonna give me.....
you...i wish and pray for your baby to be healthy..
salisi gang...hay.......

part 2

..getting back..let the drinking begin..hahaha...i could not elaborate details on what happened during this time..pictures are taken...it speaks for this part..do just visit my facebook account if you manage to find it...and find my dear friends who posted it..hihi..i was shocked that it was already 4am by the time we finished...some were already uhm down? knocked-out?hihi.. but manage to arrange the space were gonna sleep in..and due to where i was lying, i mange to get a good 2 hours straight sleep plus 4 more with waking up in between..hihi
we had spaghetti for breakfast and pancakes for lunch..hahaha....digs went home after the spaghetti part..then dawn after around the pancake part,,..i was supposed to go home before any of those parts...(i was supposed to attend a christening of my friend form another set of friends, but i just couldn't bear to leave...)so i stayed until everyone needs to go home...it was already around 5pm i guess...
..so going home having to ride the jeep,(i decided not to go anymore at my other friend and would just visit her some other time) it stopped at estrella and gave back my money..little that the driver that my stop was just at the next street up ahead..that i can manage to walk from there..so i did..got my money back so it was like a free ride..haha..and i thought it was home finally..the bed..just the bed..and then i got a text from my mom.. telling me that the church's choir was having a mini-concert,..so before i could even lay down..i was already heading towards the other house getting dressed...then while at the concert my mommie shi texted(the one whose baby is being baptized)telling me that alexa was looking for me..so i decided that maybe i could get there stay for a really few minutes then get home before the concert ends..so i did rode the jeepney walking fast with a hint of running..i got there...stayed for about ten minutes i guess...then on my way home again..surprisingly i manage to be there just on time for the last song..and still the day wasn't over yet...they decided on eating outside coz it was already past 9pm...we went by shakey's first..by the time we got there it was already closed..grr..then we headed to yellow cab..(oh i miss salisi gang already!)and finally got to eat...we got home past 11pm..and i went straight to the pc..wishing there were still some online...and yes there was..cez, may and salve but didn't really get to chat much...by the time i decided to sleep it was already 1am...and super duper finally the bed......it felt like years i haven't been able to lie down...and that was it..now my whole body aches again but not as much as last week..and my eyes are tired so i might sleep again after...have a nice day everyone....
i ♥ salisi gang,...

part 1

..i'm not so sure if this post is pure english because sometimes it's more realistic to express things, feelings in the filipino language...anywho..........
..i'm posting bout yesterday and yesterday's yesterday's event..hahaha...
..one bright morning..haha actually i wasn't much on hype mood to wake up early coz i went home late the day before because i was with my oh so uber kulit i so love na superfriends....^_^
so i got really lazy packing my things up with the struggling thought whether i'd still go home or just go straight to latter's event..packed up and ready to go...i accompanied my mom to sm megamall meeting up with a cousin to pick up something...it was a fast transaction...so after it we just got around the mall just then i saw the time..grrr i was late in meeting up with may..(i'm so sorry may)...head on..don't mind if i'm against the flow...we were already late for the the try-outs..but at least manage to catch up with the exercise...or what's left of it...
i'm so sorry but i wasn't really much focused on the try-outs...because i was so excited to get home(i consider salisi as my second family)...as soon as the try-outs ended, may and i were just hyped to get our clothes change and get going...wishing that the place was just on the other side of the road..hahaha...it was a bit traffic getting there...but still did manage to get there...met up with digs and deth(deth did the driving it was cool..astig grabe)hihi...
FINALLY!!! we got there...i missed mads!!!^_^..the gang was complete....and everybody was really hungry so at the instant food was served everyone just grabbed a bite and ate up...after...it was cake time...(Happy Birthday Charm!)but it was also getting late and not everyone was gonna sleep at deth's house..first to go was rael and mads..= (
we walk them out until we found a tricycle they could ride in...going back in just a few minutes martha, debbie and rubie were next to go home...(i haven't even sat with them and just talk or stare at each other -coz i don't really talk-)..the time was just running fast....instead of taking the tricycle out the subdivision...digs offered to drive them out..and luckily may and i got to join them..hahaha(digs was just freakingly fast, it was crazy driving) and we got sounds that just literally blast from the car..it was cool..but all good things come to an end? haha we were at the main road..it ws time for them to go home...another sad moment..= (

i'm cutting it in 2 parts....hihi