...hi!!! it's been a week i guess...since i last log in.. oh dearness.... my whole week and the days to come are soo booked,,, i have less time to do things for myself...anyway...i like it this way better...it's the only time i feel really alive....stress makes me feel pain...both physically and emotionally as well as mentally too i guess....although there are some consequences to it..with me being busy...yes i have less time for myself...but i don't mind much...it's having less..hmm no time for me to be with my friends....and even my family....i miss spending time with all of them....they just take all that stress whenever i see their smiles...hear their laughs....hmmmmm...
...anyway....i'm getting crazier by the minute...a few hours ago..i saw her...the one i suspect from my dream...everytime i get a glimpse of her...it's just...hmmmm..seemed like a dream...so peaceful...and hmmm....lately... there's this someone that just makes my heart literally skip not just a beat but beatS....hahahaha....i just can't decode the person...it's very disturbing in a way i'm very much hooked to what's about to happen...oh well....tomorrow gonna be another day to look forward to..i guess....hmmmm.............
darn it!i'm so confused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!all these feelings...all these thoughts..........
i just don't know what's real anymore....dear God...please give me enough strength to face all these challenges...and enough wisdom to make the right decisions....and a lot of You to make it a good day...
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