2010: One Last Post

hi everyone....it's only a few minutes before 2011...and before 2010 ends..

i would just like to reminisce things that happened and sort out whether what's to keep or not to...

let's see...2010 ain't that bad...it was great! a major turnover from a series of events....

it change me, my life a lot....i've been struggling through this painful heartache caught in between whether to hold on or move on....and circumstances made me decide it's time to move on...

the hardest thing? accepting? i think i finally have...it brings hmm some sort of peace within my heart....although it's kind of though being single sometimes...but hey you know what's great about 2010???i met a bunch of friends that well literally change my perception of my college life...yeah right i should already be working around this time but i solemnly swear that i have no regrets in having to take one more(i hope) year at college...these bunch of friends just so fun to be with there all girls so it's kind of hard though...and with them all sweet, kind, caring and yeah pretty...i've fallen for each one of them..not the romantic fall though(i guess hahahaha)....i just love being with them ...and that's what definitely worth keeping for the next year......oh and i still can't believe i got to talk to this someone, i've been guilty stalking at...hahahaha...another one for keeps i hope...

2011???hmm what am i expecting from it????

NOTHING!!!!

unlike the past years???i have half of my life mapped out...i know what's supposed to happen...going to school being at this year level....that sort of thing...

but for this upcoming year???i ain't even sure i'll be graduating...i still have to find a practicum site, complete my charity hours..hahaha...demn....

anything and everything will be a surprise.......!!!!!!!

Happy End of The Year!!!!!!!!!!

God Bless......

hay....true???

Color Test - Results

Your Existing Situation "Craves change and new things, always looking for new adventures and activities. Becomes restless and frustrated when she has to wait to long for things to develop. her impatience leads to irritability and a desire to move on to the next project." Your Stress Sources "Delights in the finer things in life and things that appeal to the senses, but can be critical. Is careful and cautious and must believe she is not being manipulated or tricked. Keeps her emotions in check and is always analyzing her relationships in order to know exactly where she stands at all times. Demands complete honesty as a protection against her naturally trusting nature." Your Restrained Characteristics Giving more than she is getting back and feels misunderstood and unappreciated. Feels she is being forced into compromising and even her close relationships leave her feeling emotional distant. Giving more than she is getting back and feels misunderstood and unappreciated. Feels she is being forced into compromising and even her close relationships leave her feeling emotional distant. "Seeking to broaden her horizons and believes her hopes and dreams are realistic. Worries she may not be able to do the things she wants and needs to escape to a peaceful, quiet environment in order to restore her confidence." Feels as if too many walls and obstacles are standing in her way and that she is being forced to make compromises. she needs to put her own needs on hold for the time being. Your Desired Objective "Not a team player and is unwilling to be involved in most activities. In the past she was over involved and now emotionally drained. Due to her fear of over involvement, she now chooses to remain uninvolved with the activities around her. " Your Actual Problem "Finds herself too trusting and needs protection from this because she feels people will take advantage or misunderstand her. she hides her true feelings by being highly critical and distant, unwilling to participate unless she knows the intent is honest."

Train - Shake Up Christmas

few more hours it's Christmas time...

Shake up Christmas by Train

Ho Ho Ho
Shake up the Happiness
Wake up the Happiness
Shake up the happiness
Its Christmas time

Theres a story that I was told
and I wanna tell the world before I get too old
I dont remember it,
so lets december it and reassemble it
oh yea...
once upon a time in a town like this
a little girl made a great big wish
to fill the world with happiness and
be on Santa's magic list

[Chorus1]
Shake it up
shake up the happiness
wake it up
wake up the happiness
come on y'all
Its Christmas time

Repeat Chorus 1

Ho Ho Hoaaoh
Ho Ho Hoaaoh
Its Christmastime

At the same time miles away
a little boy made a wish that day
that the world would be okay
if santa claus would hear him say

i got dreams and i got love
and my feet on the ground and
a family above me
can ya send some happiness
and my best to the people of the east and the west and
maybe once in a while you'll
give my grandma a reason to smile
tis the season to smile
its cold but we'll be freezin in style

let me meet a girl one day
who wants to spread some love this way

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/shake-up-christmas-lyrics-train.html ]

we can let our souls run free
and shaking up some happiness

[Chorus2]
we'll shake it up
shake up the happiness
wake it up
wake up the happiness
come on y'all
its Christmas time

repeat chorus2

I know your out there
i hear your reindeer
i see the snow where
your boots have been
im gonna show them
someday we'll know then
love will grow
and belive again

repeat chorus 1 twice

Ho Ho Hoaaoh
Ho Ho Hoaaoh
Its Christmas time

Ho Ho Hoaaoh
Ho Ho Hoaaoh

[ho ho hoaahh] Shake it up
Shake up the happiness [ho ho hoaaoh]
Wake it up
Wake up the happiness [ho ho hoaaoh]
come on y'all
its christmas time

repeat ^

ho ho hoaaoh
ho ho hoaaoh
ho ho hoaaoh
its christmas time

CHRISTMAS BREAK... NOT

it's been awhile???

hahaha...oh dear i still don't have a practicum site...just wish my professor won't kill me in January...anyway...ever since the so-called Christmas Break started, it didn't seem to be how it sounds..i was always out of the house...15-17(early morning) i was at Zambales with my salisi gang...17 afternoon i went to SM to help out carry bags...and also went to simbang gabi..18 i accompanied my niece in her practice at church, then at night i went to my friend's ouse to celebrate her birthday..19..Church Day..and my niece still has her practice..then came the 20th.. i went to SM marikina to watch My Amnesia Girl..i watched the last full show alone...and i missed being alone...(what??hahaha)then there was 21...niece's practice in the morning..then went to st. francis..to find clothes...went home around 1am in the morn..there's 22...i went to my sister's house then headed straight again to my niece's performance night(it's a bunch of kids from my church)..oh and the only day i thought i'd be doin nothing...23...was also a day i'd be into something..my tita came home from states...after lunch we went back to st. francis..then to sm...and then just when i got home around 12 of the 24th, my faithfools family came with pizza and ice cream in their hands...what a way to end the day...and it's not yet through...my whole uhm break? is already booked,...

and there's something i cannot express anymore at my facebook account so i'll let it out here..

hihi...what are the odds...i find it weird having the same birthday with someone i know...it's very much unexpected it would be her... i just usually stare at her..hahaha..now she's my friend at facebook...hmmm...and i'm still trying to figure out what course she took...but from the looks of it...it seems she took psychology...it's gettting weirder..hahahaha....

(my stalking instincts are now again active hahaha)....oooohh..i'm just so hyped to see her..hahaha...(ay naku ano ba to?!)hahahaha

anyway...i'd be posting something from train later...hihi...God bless.....

post it quick: MAG

My Amnesia Girl!
.,just watched it at sm marikina.,alone., and it was great.,i lurve every part of it.,it makes me wanna just fall in love! Hihi.,i wanna watch it again., i usually try to guess the plot of a movie..and most of the times it matches with the outcome.,but this time..it did not.,even a bit of it., that's why i like it more..anyway., that's all for now.,i just tried using my phone and i was just so hyped to blog about this.,and to think i thought i already forgot how to fall in love or what is it even..oh dear...

hahahaha.. i just pasted this from my facebook note...which i'll be deleting later on...

i watched it on dec. 20..but i still can't recover from it...hahahaaha

Christmas Single - Rocksteddy (official music video)

here's how i welcome December....hihi...

♫kawawa ka naman,,at single ka ngayong pasko..
ilang taon ka nang ganyan,,ka-date mo nanaman ang nanay mo..
at bibili na lang ng Christmas card at susulatan ko na lang ito..
ng Merry Christmas, Happy New Year......to me♫

sorry full lyrics are unavailable anywhere...yet....
burr month.....

i'm just glad i have faithfools and..... salisi gang.....♥

Who? What? When? Where? Why? hay..............

...i could not understand anything i'm feeling since yesterday.... everything's chaotic...i don't know what i should be feeling....it might seem that a lot has been going on..is there??
just a month ago i found out that she got pregnant.. and i didnt give much of a reaction..like it was something i knew was coming....yesterday i went to visit her..and was told that she'd be giving birth tomorrow..(why does it seem like i'm affected with what's going on with her life.)the moment i saw her...everything was on flashback...anyway...tomorrow's gonna happen...and it's already agreed upon that i'll be visiting her by night...
...another thing...i can't pull myself away from the gang anymore(i know that doesn't sound good-i just have a hard time constructing ideas-do hope you understand what i'm trying to say)..i'm not saying it's a bad thing but usually i'm not really attached to a group...just doing things on my own...not really having much care at the world...they just make me feel so blessed....that i couldn't bear to leave even if i have other appointments..(i guess i do have attachment issues)....they're pretty much a big part of my life...it's just i guess i never thought i'd be part of something when i reached college..my mindset was to just finish it(no attachments of any sort included-superfriends, organizations, lovelife etc.)...i could not stand not to see them...i'd rather sleep until tuesday or friday comes....
i don't know what to feel or how to react anymore.....it's december in a few minutes....
i really do wonder what this month's gonna give me.....
you...i wish and pray for your baby to be healthy..
salisi gang...hay.......

part 2

..getting back..let the drinking begin..hahaha...i could not elaborate details on what happened during this time..pictures are taken...it speaks for this part..do just visit my facebook account if you manage to find it...and find my dear friends who posted it..hihi..i was shocked that it was already 4am by the time we finished...some were already uhm down? knocked-out?hihi.. but manage to arrange the space were gonna sleep in..and due to where i was lying, i mange to get a good 2 hours straight sleep plus 4 more with waking up in between..hihi
we had spaghetti for breakfast and pancakes for lunch..hahaha....digs went home after the spaghetti part..then dawn after around the pancake part,,..i was supposed to go home before any of those parts...(i was supposed to attend a christening of my friend form another set of friends, but i just couldn't bear to leave...)so i stayed until everyone needs to go home...it was already around 5pm i guess...
..so going home having to ride the jeep,(i decided not to go anymore at my other friend and would just visit her some other time) it stopped at estrella and gave back my money..little that the driver that my stop was just at the next street up ahead..that i can manage to walk from there..so i did..got my money back so it was like a free ride..haha..and i thought it was home finally..the bed..just the bed..and then i got a text from my mom.. telling me that the church's choir was having a mini-concert,..so before i could even lay down..i was already heading towards the other house getting dressed...then while at the concert my mommie shi texted(the one whose baby is being baptized)telling me that alexa was looking for me..so i decided that maybe i could get there stay for a really few minutes then get home before the concert ends..so i did rode the jeepney walking fast with a hint of running..i got there...stayed for about ten minutes i guess...then on my way home again..surprisingly i manage to be there just on time for the last song..and still the day wasn't over yet...they decided on eating outside coz it was already past 9pm...we went by shakey's first..by the time we got there it was already closed..grr..then we headed to yellow cab..(oh i miss salisi gang already!)and finally got to eat...we got home past 11pm..and i went straight to the pc..wishing there were still some online...and yes there was..cez, may and salve but didn't really get to chat much...by the time i decided to sleep it was already 1am...and super duper finally the bed......it felt like years i haven't been able to lie down...and that was it..now my whole body aches again but not as much as last week..and my eyes are tired so i might sleep again after...have a nice day everyone....
i ♥ salisi gang,...

part 1

..i'm not so sure if this post is pure english because sometimes it's more realistic to express things, feelings in the filipino language...anywho..........
..i'm posting bout yesterday and yesterday's yesterday's event..hahaha...
..one bright morning..haha actually i wasn't much on hype mood to wake up early coz i went home late the day before because i was with my oh so uber kulit i so love na superfriends....^_^
so i got really lazy packing my things up with the struggling thought whether i'd still go home or just go straight to latter's event..packed up and ready to go...i accompanied my mom to sm megamall meeting up with a cousin to pick up something...it was a fast transaction...so after it we just got around the mall just then i saw the time..grrr i was late in meeting up with may..(i'm so sorry may)...head on..don't mind if i'm against the flow...we were already late for the the try-outs..but at least manage to catch up with the exercise...or what's left of it...
i'm so sorry but i wasn't really much focused on the try-outs...because i was so excited to get home(i consider salisi as my second family)...as soon as the try-outs ended, may and i were just hyped to get our clothes change and get going...wishing that the place was just on the other side of the road..hahaha...it was a bit traffic getting there...but still did manage to get there...met up with digs and deth(deth did the driving it was cool..astig grabe)hihi...
FINALLY!!! we got there...i missed mads!!!^_^..the gang was complete....and everybody was really hungry so at the instant food was served everyone just grabbed a bite and ate up...after...it was cake time...(Happy Birthday Charm!)but it was also getting late and not everyone was gonna sleep at deth's house..first to go was rael and mads..= (
we walk them out until we found a tricycle they could ride in...going back in just a few minutes martha, debbie and rubie were next to go home...(i haven't even sat with them and just talk or stare at each other -coz i don't really talk-)..the time was just running fast....instead of taking the tricycle out the subdivision...digs offered to drive them out..and luckily may and i got to join them..hahaha(digs was just freakingly fast, it was crazy driving) and we got sounds that just literally blast from the car..it was cool..but all good things come to an end? haha we were at the main road..it ws time for them to go home...another sad moment..= (

i'm cutting it in 2 parts....hihi

NO MORE MR. DESTINY(hihi)

today is such a bummer...
i got home around 8am and had broken sleep till 1pm..
i was struggling whether i'll go to the other house or i'll just stay and sleep the whole day..
but my tummy was making noises so i went by the other house..
and for that i won a trip to sm taytay...
to buy a dozen eggs, some garlic, a kilo of ground pork and beef, detergent, shampoo, drinks...
and i was only to commute....hmmm
grrrrrrr....

there i went....bought everything they need..
while walking round the hypermart...*boom*
i saw him mr. destiny..haha..and with some girl..hahaha
lalalalalalalala..............reminisce....................

i remember the first time i saw him...i was working at Jollibee and at the drive thru station..
..then...there he went by in his uhm Jeep?(not so good with cars)..
he had uhm not so long hair back then..and i guess he was studying at AMA...
and an Iglesia ni Kristo..(talk about stalking..hahaha...hey informations just come to me)
he would always pass by the store at a definite time..(that was around 2 years ago?)
then time passed by i left my work...but....
we seem to see each other around town..and even at sta. lucia..haha
sm taytay...oh anywhere...its like destiny written all over..hahaha
hey i can catch him staring also...cause i'll never would have miss that mestizo chinito guy..hahaha
but...it was always just like that....i never knew his name....even his nickname....
not even the plate of his ride....hahaha

back to the moment..*boom* saw him..and it somehow made me sad...
tsk no more mr. destiny...to think i was almost about to believe in destinies..hahaha
darn..back to daydreaming....hahaha

post it! quick: wide awake

hmm..just wanna go posting...
it's 3.34am and still awake....
here at my friend's house...
i'm kinda sleepy but still good to go...i miss salisi gang...
and there's still 4 more days before we'll have our classes again..
i don't have any clue on what to do within the 4 days i'll be missin them..
it seems like forever even whenever it's only a day i won't be seeing them..
hmm..i love these people sooo much....
i can't wait to see them again...
my source of happiness....

8 months of rehab(hahaha)

lately life makes me sooo emotional......
hay..
a lot of pressure from different people just makes me wanna give up life...
i'm gettin back again to those days where crying isn't enough for me...
that i'd be needing some physical outlet of pain...
it's been 8 months since i last cut myself....
somehow it feels good but...
sometimes i just go craving for it...
like it's something i couldn't resist doing..
within the 8 months, it's been a struggle...
holding a blade over my wrist,...
being withdrawn back with the thought of my friends getting mad at me...
i soo miss my teddy bear.. it's the only one i could tell everything i'm feeling..
cause i don't tell all to my friends...
i may look like i don't have a care in the world sometimes..
just maybe i don't wanna get too attached....
i have troubles taking in a lot of emotion..
a lot of love, a lot of hate, a lot of anger and even a lot of happiness..
it's one reason i'd rather walk by myself..
too much love in a room...
it's not easy to take...(for me that is)
and sometimes i wonder do i even still know what love is.?
I LOVE YOU...
words that sometimes i don't know when it's true..
i have a hard time saying these words to any of my family members..
i don't even hug or kiss my parents...
i love them alright, i just can't personally say it to them..
i am never that affectionate within the family ever since high school..i guess..
and whenever they got a chance to hug me or kiss me..it's like a celebration...
but...regarding my friends....i mean it when i say i love them...
i do sometimes even hug them....
---hugs are soo much better than kisses---(for me)
but i wonder why i could easily hug them and say i love you...

a lot of things are going inside my mind...
this post is already so random..
i wonder if you still understand it...
i try hard to produce a smiling face...
cause i don't want people be concerned (i know its not a good thing)
but i'd rather listen to their stories....
than to make them hear mine...
i'm more of a listener than a speaker...
(i really don't like talking a lot-with serious matters that is-)
oh the post is getting long...
till then................

i'd be editin this later..i'll just look for the worst cut i made hahaha

Annoying Orange: The Sitcom

here's one of my favorites....i'd like to post the "i'm bored" outtake..
but the video's dark...anyway here's the link for it....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n0kBh_jEJpU






there's still a lot of videos....enjoy....

Breakfast at Midnight

phew..it's been such a long day...
well yesterday that is....

visited my uncle at the hospital..
(oh i do hope he gets better)
stayed there until late afternoon...
went home to go online for awhile...
then off to my barkada's house...
it's agreed upon that there will be no drinking...
so we just bought food to cook...
it was a breakfast at midnight...
bacon, eggs, ham and bread of course....
and calamansi juice to bring it all down the throat...

but at some point everyone ws just really tired...
so we just went home like 2am in the morning...
good thing ghef was there with her motor....
although i guess i would be safer commuting..hihi
and that was just it...i miss them....
and now..i missed a few episodes of annoying orange...
well here's one..i suggest you watch the others...
it's annoyingly entertaining..i swear..
there's just some videos you'd really die laughing...

i'm sorry i'll be posting it in another one, i can't find the file in my pc..
bummer..

and oh...a "lost" "friend?" of mine texted...
it was like 8 months ago the last time she texted....
and news has its own way of coming...
i'm shocked but not so affected....
i wonder why....
coz she's having a baby...
(i wonder what's happenin these days)
oh well,,,that made it easier for me to move on...
there's one more left to move on from...
i do hope its one and would not turn to two...
cause i'm really liking you...
(oh dear... there goes rhyming in my head again)

have a good mornyt folks....

post it! quick: detective conan edition

this is a quick post before i got to my barkada's house....
it's an overnight again..i guess...



anyway.....i'm happy at the moment because.............
i finally found a player that could read the codecs to produce the english sub.....
it's a Detective Conan movie by the way...
i just loove Shinichi Kudo...and all those mystery files of course.....
and yes i do hope it would be sufficient to keep from falling apart...
cause something is definitely coming my way...
..to i'm not sure yet if it would break my heart....
(its been a long time since i last felt this way)
..but right now....i can tell it would....

that's just about it......

not so happy, it's halloween

oh goodness...
in a few hours...
the clocks gonna strike 12...
and the start of sleepless nights will begin..
(well actually it usually lasts a week)

halloween is my very much not so favorite holiday....
i don't believe in ghosts but i'm scared of them..(hahahaha)
and everything almost on tv are horror shows..
having a broad imagination for this kind of day isn't really good...
oh well....just hope i could survive the night...hahaha

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

turnover

laugh trip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my night turned my day around.. i didn't really had a good of a morning...
every moment was badtrip!...i thought i'd be goin back to cutting wrists...
i just could not take what was happenin to me....

afternoon..i got online, not much of the gang were online...
so i slept that moment....
waking up....there was deth, may, janina, cez, and charm.....
had the time to chat with them but not that long..
deth has her work tomorrow...
and may has something to do i guess....
so there was only the 4 of us left...
it started kinda boring...
hahaha there...
and hahahaha here...
then things got personal...asking questions and stuff...
but the whole night chatting with them,...
it was epic...it changed my whole day...
and my sembreak as well....
although i wished all salisi was present at that time..
it would be twice thrice the laugh...

anyway...that's it for now...
goodnights..

thanks JANINA, CHARM and CEZ...
iloveyou gurls....hihi
ilovesalisi.....
=)))))

detachable

..earlier on the way home for her but not for me,,..
i had a conversation with ms. martha..hahaha

we were talking about friendship....

thing is..i don't really talk much..(actually i don't talk at all,,hahaha)
for the past 5 years? i was only attached to one group..faithfools..
maybe because i was very much at ease that they are always here to stay..
cause they live in the area...
so maybe that was the reason why i don't join groups of friends in college..
cause some live far apart...
well except for neri, kent, daphnie, trish who were my first classmates when i entered..
but after that?i set foot alone...

..i have a hard time when i get attached to people...
..i am sensitive, it just doesn't show much..
i don't know but i love having friends but i'd rather be alone..
still can't figure why..but when i know i'll tell you...

anyway..thing is...for almost five years in college...
i never thought i'll meet a group that i would enjoy their company..
actually it's 2 groups..i met 1 group a year earlier
then i met the other group just about the last last sem..
..it happened last sem,,surprisingly they were in one section..
then...for i don't know what reason..they slowly became close with each other until the last 2 months? of the semester..
they went to eat after class..usually at mcdo..
their laguna trip(i guess) made them even more close and produced the name "salisi gang"
watching the two groups together..it was just amazing..
laughing and sharing stories like there was only one group instead of two..
i tagged along cause i both know the people from the groups..
until now after seeing them..
it was just pure happiness.. and an irremovable smile in my face while with them...

but honestly i haven't really considered myself as part of the gang..
cause it was two groups merging and i wasn't really part of neither groups..
cause i was always on solo flight mode..but these freaking gurls...haha
i just got so attached cause you could really feel the warm welcome in the group..
the non-stop laughter, and endless conversation...
how could you not love them?

here's a complete picture of them.


so there now i'm so attached with them..
that i freaking love them so much...
i'd cry buckets of tears when the last sem will end..
i thank the Lord much for having me meet them...
i soo have no regrets for graduating late.....

i love you guys so much!!!!
( i barely mean it when i say "i love you",,but in this case? i do mean it I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!-it's true-)

debbie! salve! digz! cez! rubie! janina! may! deth! dawn! madz! martha! charm!
i love you guys!!!!!!

moved on?

i guess not....i can't really tell...

do i ever really move on from a feeling??(i wonder)
cause just got home from a reception(wedding)
a friend i liked where after she had her boyfriend...
i disappeared from the face of her earth..haha

anyway..back then...we had pet names...
can't really relate the whole story but to make it short(i hope)
it started when i applied at jollibee valleygolf...
she was already a crew there...
so i was new,,and i don't really talk much..
but i had to be friendly cause it's work so i need to cooperate..
warmed up and got close to them,,,
i was starting to like her,,,but i really have no plans on courting anybody...
anyway..i decided i'll give her something then i'll look the other way..
the scenario was she was to leave her school around 9am to go to work..
and i would wait for her at the waiting shed near the school to surprise her..
things got complicated cause i was hoping for the help of some of her friends but couldn't make due to some reasons..
so i was on my own...
underneath the shed i waited..
suddenly i saw her..called for her and saw her surprised face then i gave her the paperbag..
(stuff toy with soooo many candies mainly potchi and lalas..)
it was already clear to me that i'm only a friend...
the only thing i really wanted was to make her feel special..i guess..
i thought that was it but the following day? oh my goodness,..
as i went in the store..smiles from her friends can be seen..
then her manager friend talked about what happened..
i was like pale-face from that moment..
then they made names they called me "potchie"
they called her "lala"
..and ever since she called me withthat nickname even the others..
(which was a bit distracting? cause it was a nickname of my ex)

..back to the present..it was a long time since i last saw her...
when she saw me...she was like "hi potchie"..with simple stare in her eyes..
i was like frozen all throughout...
and i don't know why...hahahahaha

*unfinished(i guess)

post it! quick: enrollment edition

hi!...hmm... just a quick post on what happened this morning...

so there,, waked up at 7.30 and finally decided i'll go to school even if my bed's really pulling me back in...
i was so sleepy... adapted from the motto of Digz... "masandal tulog"..
got to school around 9 or 10?...
then went straight to the department area..
..waited for the line to be gone then got my grades..
(which i still consider the contents and the GWA a joke)

..after it went down and looked for them(salisi gang)
saw dawn and digna...while the others sitting on the line waiting their turns to pay..
(the line was freaking long)
after they got paid went to NB to get their scheds...
then i learned that the schedule for this sem was..

T/F 12-7.30

and that was it.... i was like..
WHAT THE?! badtrip! 2 days only?...i'll be spending my last sem with these people for only 2 days a week?!
A TOTAL BUMMER!
anyway.,lunch time we went to eat..
there was so many people inside Mcdonalds,,
they decided to transfer to Yellowcab...
and there "lakas makatambay"..laughing, sharing stories...
gawrsh i miss them much...
but i think i missed dawn a lot...cause while she was talking..
i just realized i missed her..!!hahaha.. weird...
(maybe because i could still see the others move for the past week through skype)
then when back to school...after an hour..
it was time to go home...
a sad feeling lingered...
but hoping to see them next week and..
online...

i love these guys......

"just for experience": election edition

just got home and sooooooooooooooo tired….i was up from 5am until now..need so much sleep….

anyway.. why do we sometimes do things “just for experience”..

even if we really don’t know the outcome of it..

whatever..this “just for experience” brought me to a “never ever to be experienced again”

i signed up as a third member for the barangay poll elections..

i psyched myself that I’d be up early in the morning and be retiring early morning of the next day…

but it just didn’t happen, the voting was held from 7am to 3pm..

and in the precinct I’m in..

instead of 300 something voters, ours came down to a hundred…

the election process? no qualms about it…

the canvassing? the furnishing of minutes? oh my goodness…

it was sooo detailed and I really don’t like having to sign my name for some documents(especially where one is about the law)..

“just for experience”? no, nah nevermind…I’d rather vote or stay at home…

oh my poor fingers and I didn’t even vote….

oh..and..i missed salisi gang much…

(should i? or should I not go to school tomorrow?..well actually it’s can i?)

crossing fingers (awl)

FINALLY!!!!!! it took me hours trying to figure out how i can post..

(dang that new editor just keeps on loading)

anyway...soooo tired already....still have to wake up at 4am tomorrow/later if i even get to sleep...

crossing fingers.....

i'm guilty, but i wonder what's the real deal with crossing your fingers....
there's only two scenarios i know when we cross our fingers...
one is when we lie... the other is when we hope for something to happen...
guilty on both accounts but mostly i do it when i hope for something...
i wonder why some cross their fingers when they lie..what does it mean?
will it make the lie believable?
or is it just the same with hoping for something..(hoping not to get caught that is)
.....and still i wonder....
as for hoping for something...why do we cross our fingers? is it magical..??
hoping to pass the exams.. getting through a defense.. and maybe even making the rain stop...
i wonder what's the percentage of the success when you cross your fingers...

there's just so many things i wonder about, i don't know why i still bother...

and i just remembered the restaurant we used to eat at near Valleygolf..
it was East Garden(still not sure)
just wanted to share......cause i had a hard time trying to remember the name...
(thanks to emerald garden i somehow remembered)
sadly i could not find any picture of it anymore...

oooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh...........

r-l (tito toto, sady, me and daddie chris)

i was with some of my barkada earlier(the usual present members),
we met up at SM Taytay around 15mins. before closing time..hahaha
i miss them much cause it's been almost a month since i last saw them...
..so we spent the last few minutes at Worlds of Fun...
..tito toto and my daddie chris spent their last token playing thrill drive..
while sady just wanted to watched them...sooooooo....
i had 2 tokens left.. i was tired to play any race or shooting(ball and gun) games..
so it was between riding the small machines for kids or
the -i don't know if you can really get a stuff toy- machine....
but i was really getting lazy and about to get crazy( i soo love rhyming)
that i went for the second option...
and i was also thinking of someone at that moment..
*toink a token went down,, positioned the grabber,, dropped it then
*poof FAIL...just manage to move the stuff toy..
had 1 token left,,,*toink token went down...
i was thinking of her while moving the joystick...
and just pressed that big red button and was like...
(bahala na..maubos lang yung token,,,
asa naman makuha ko yan para kay ...... hindi ko rin naman mabibgay)
then suddenly it grabs its body...sliding to the head (i was like darn it paasa pa)
but then it held on...i watched the stuff toy getting dragged to the prize box....
and as soon as i had it in my hands...(magustuhan kaya ni ......)

=darn it! it's getting worse..it's always her i think about=

anyway....here's a picture of the stuff toy.....i wonder what name i'll give it...

that's it for now..have to rest a bit...still have 3 hours for resting...
i missed the chat and the skype with salisi gang...
i miss them much!!!!!
mornytx...