moved on?

i guess not....i can't really tell...

do i ever really move on from a feeling??(i wonder)
cause just got home from a reception(wedding)
a friend i liked where after she had her boyfriend...
i disappeared from the face of her earth..haha

anyway..back then...we had pet names...
can't really relate the whole story but to make it short(i hope)
it started when i applied at jollibee valleygolf...
she was already a crew there...
so i was new,,and i don't really talk much..
but i had to be friendly cause it's work so i need to cooperate..
warmed up and got close to them,,,
i was starting to like her,,,but i really have no plans on courting anybody...
anyway..i decided i'll give her something then i'll look the other way..
the scenario was she was to leave her school around 9am to go to work..
and i would wait for her at the waiting shed near the school to surprise her..
things got complicated cause i was hoping for the help of some of her friends but couldn't make due to some reasons..
so i was on my own...
underneath the shed i waited..
suddenly i saw her..called for her and saw her surprised face then i gave her the paperbag..
(stuff toy with soooo many candies mainly potchi and lalas..)
it was already clear to me that i'm only a friend...
the only thing i really wanted was to make her feel special..i guess..
i thought that was it but the following day? oh my goodness,..
as i went in the store..smiles from her friends can be seen..
then her manager friend talked about what happened..
i was like pale-face from that moment..
then they made names they called me "potchie"
they called her "lala"
..and ever since she called me withthat nickname even the others..
(which was a bit distracting? cause it was a nickname of my ex)

..back to the present..it was a long time since i last saw her...
when she saw me...she was like "hi potchie"..with simple stare in her eyes..
i was like frozen all throughout...
and i don't know why...hahahahaha

*unfinished(i guess)